It has been one of those days. It is a hard, emotional, I can't take much more kind of days. I can't just heal my heart after losing Pat because he left me a window business to run. This girl designs floral arrangements and was a webmaster and a graphic geek. God has a sense of humor if you ask me. What is he doing and what is he thinking?
I stopped mid afternoon today and texted my prayer warriors. My cry is that I am stressed out and overwhelmed. It is hard not to have a pitty party. Awe but I got wise counsel . "Paige" he said, "you are just like the Israelites in the wilderness and the Egyptians are chasing you. You have been following the black cloud by day. You have been listening to his voice (although they were able to hear Him audibly) and you have trusted in his Mana that he provides everyday. It it has been rough out there, but you are determined to get to the promised land. You are running to the Red Sea and you see it in the distance, but it is still there full of water."
Hmm, he is right. God never failed them and his plan will not fail me now. I told him that I thought Satan was winning today, but he assured me that I am winning because I haven't quit. Nope! I have not. There is nothing in me that is telling me to.
It was a pep talk I needed so tonight I'm going to keep running.
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